Eleanor and Park
"I don’t like you, Park. I think I live for you. I don’t even breathe when we’re not together. Which means, when I see you on Monday morning, it’s been like sixty hours since I’ve taken a breath. That’s probably why I’m so crabby, and why I snap at you. All I do when we’re apart is think about you, and all I do when we’re together is panic. Because every second feels so important. And because I’m so out of control, I can’t help myself. I’m not even mine anymore, I’m yours, and what if you decide you don’t want me?"
Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell
This book perfectly describes what it’s like to have a crush
Yea I don’t understand it.